Jeremiah Emails Chyna For Advice; Hey Chyna, I won’t go too in depth because it will take a while but here it goes!
im a 14 year old boy and unfortunately my best friend who is also a boy is no longer my friend over a simple mistake I made.
We were pretty close, we used to hug each other all the time, and it felt warm and just great! I loved being around him.
After a few months of him not being my friend. I’ve missed hugs and just generally being with him. I get upset, heart thumping and chest tight. I get so ANGRY when my other friends speak to him or when his Girlfriend hugs him.
I feel so jealous and wish I was in his girlfriends shoes. I wish I had the same looks and physique as him.
I’ve never had romantic and sexual thoughts and feelings with another boy before.
its hurts, I just want him to be my friend but deep down I also want it to be more of a friendship.
He told me “I can’t be your friend, my parents won’t let me”. I’ve messaged his parents but was ignored and there’s nothing I can think off that I could do.
(For the record I still have sexual thoughts with girls and no other boys except this one)
Am I BI?
Do i have an obsession with this boy?
How do I get him to be my friend again?
Is it just Jealousy?
or is it Infatuation?
thanks for reading!
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